December 16th

WOW, I look back over my previous posts and realize just how blessed we are. To think that he has come this far. To "hear" the frustration, remember the fatigue, the unending questions, the burning desire for more details. The fear of not knowing what the next day might bring. And the whole time? God was holding the "The Whole World in His Hands" and that included us. Amazing stuff huh? To think back at how alone I felt, only to now realize that I was never alone. God had me tucked away. Oh, it didn't mean I wouldn't go through the tough times, that we wouldn't have to wait on His timing, that we would have to depend on Him during long nights when pain was unbearable and sleep was not within reach. That we had to realize that He is the great physician and He knows what is best. Yes, the whole time, He had us both tucked away. So, we were never alone. Why does it take something like a life threatening illness to reteach us this simple fact?
So, as you and our family are in full swing of this Christmas season, take a moment to thank God for the birth of His son. For the beginning of everything we are and hope to be. For His precious love, generous grace, and encompassing arms.